I’ve sacrified my journey to make my parents happy. so i’m back in norway again.
even when I’m back from asia people give things free to me, they me tell me I have good energy. And they sit there next to me with calmness in their heart and hope in their eyes. Then a man gave me 500kr, another person a cd. I don’t know why… they all say the same thing: I’m special. But I know that I’m not.
i’ve come so far in my meditation that I can feel before a mental reaction rises in my mind.
and almost all the suffering in a mans life is the clinging/attachement and craving. Because they don’t accept the law of nature, the truth. That everything will change and everything is impermanet.
sometimes when I’m sitting I have tears in my eyes. Because I’m filled with happiness. And the only thing in my mind is that I wish everybody in the world could feel the same!
